on hold

we planted our skin

In a way, you are poetry material; You are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.

| Franz Kafka, Letters To Milena |

a house built of living light where everything evil disappears and die

"find all that you love" he said

dance me very tenderly and dance me very long

I've got to shout it now

na pressa de chegar até nós

ingenue

You know like the back of your hand

Who let em in.

You got me into this mess so

You get me out.

You know like the back of your hand.

Your bell jar.

Your collection.

Ingenue.

You get me into this mess.

Fools rushing in, yeah,

And they know it.

The seeds of the dandelion you know blow away.

In good time, i hope, i pray.

If i’m not there now physically,

I’m always before you

Come what may.

And you know it.

Fools rushing in

Yeah

Well you know it.

Who let them in?

Yeah

Well you know it

Gone with a touch of your hand

Gone with a touch of your hand

Move through the moment

Though it betrays

Transformations

Jackals and flames

If i knew now

What i knew then

Just give me more time

I hope and pray

I mistake all you say

The seeds of the dandelion you blow away

why'd you only call me when you're high?

Catch my hands, my darling, between your breasts.
Take them away from their venture, before fate wrests
The meaning out of them.

| D.H. Lawrence, Sickness |

they made us believe

They made us believe that real love, the one that’s strong, only happens once, more likely before your 30ths. They never told us that love is not something that you can put in motion, neither has time schedule.

They made us believe that each one of us is the half of an orange, and that life only makes sense when u find that other half. They did not tell us that we were born as whole, and that no-one in our lives deserve to carry on his back such responsibility of completing what is missing on us: we grow through life by ourselves. If we have a good company it’s just more pleasant.

They made us believe in a formula “two in one”: two people sharing the same line of thinking, same ideas, and that it is what works. It’s never been told that it has another name: invalidation, that only two individuals with their own personality is how you can have a healthy relationship. It has been made to believe that marriage is an obliged institution and that fantasies out of hour should be repressed.

They made us believe that the thin and beautiful are the ones who is more loved, that the ones that have little sex are boring, and the ones that has a lot of it are not trustful, and that will always have a old shoes to a crooked foot; what they forgot to tell us is that there are more crooked minds than feet.

They made us believe that there’s one way formula to be happy, the same one to everybody, and the ones that escape from that are condemned to be delinquents. We have never been told that those formulas go wrong, they get people frustrated, they are alienating, and that we can try other alternatives.

Oh! Also they did not tell us that no one will tell those things to us. Each and everyone of us will have to learn by ourselves.

And, when we get to the point that you are in love with yourself first, that’s when you can fall in love with somebody.

| Jonh Lennon |

noites quentes a gosto

love is a place

love is a place

& through this place of

love move

(with brightness of peace)

all places

yes is a world

& in this world of

yes live

(skilfully curled)

all worlds

| e.e.cummings |

you're in my blood like holy wine